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OK I swear i'll post something up in DA sometime XD
How are you guys btw? 8D I think I missed out too many things already.. i'm busy with work now, and as soon as I finish work I start playing Mabinogi immediately XD ( MABINOGI RULES ).

After a few months, i'm still kind of addicted to Tales of the Abyss.. please, people! Forward me to anyone who draws TotA art please! XD Also finished Kingdom Hearts 2 before I started work, thank god XD; Temporary fangirl mod: ROXXXXXXXXXXAAAAASSSUUU AEEEH LUUUURRFF JOOOO!!!!!!!

*cough*

Okay enough XD I gotta get ready for work :XD: ;
I've not updated here for quite some time ^^;

Anywho i'm just here to tell you guys that I have a new art site online. I'll be updating that one much more than this DA account, so if you're interested, pls do visit 8D


:heart: seventh.f2g.net/radas01/ :heart:
I DO!






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I'm sorry foxy.. i'm just gonna copy & paste the stuff you type din your journal ^^;


:heart:+FLOWER PHOENIX+  (Booth no. 44):heart:
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++ NyanyaNya minna san~!!!!!!  Who ever will come to COMIC FIESTA this year (OMG!! ITS TOMORROW!!! OoO!!), please come & visit us at our booth ne!!!
Booth 44#!! X33333

:heart:++ We'll beh selling:- ++:heart:
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+ Our A5 size Original Free STYLEZ Doujinshi

(PRICE: RM8.00 ONLY!)

[In our Doujin there will be not only comics BUT there will be some random illustrations!! So check em out!]

+ Our LIMITED A3 size FANART & Original Posters!!
What & by:-
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-FIREFOXFLAME-
2) NyuNyu Chan (mascot) 'Got Phoenix'
-FIREFOXFLAME-
3) Princess Serenity (Sailormoon)
-HikariYuki-
4) Sailor Venus (Sailormoon)
-HikariYuki-
5) Cloud (FinalFantasyVII:Advent Children)
-Emorae-
6) Lacus (Gundam Seed)
-Emorae-
7) Lacus (Gundam Seed)
-Ryo-Hakkai-
8) kira & Athuran (Gundam Seed)
-Ryo-Hakkai-

(PRICE: RM10)

+ 'ON-THE-SPOT' A5 sketches (U order, we DRAW!)

(PRICE: RM1.00 ONLY!)


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ATTN: THE 1st & 2nd EARLY BUYERS WILL GET A FREE A5 SIZE SKETCHS FROM ANY OUR ARTISTS THAT U WISH!! SO WHAT R U ALL WAITING FOR?! GO GRAB ONE COPY FAST!! XDDDDD


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For more infomation please visit==> www.comicfiesta.com
(AND FAST!! CF ISH TOMORROW MAN!!! XD BUAHAHA~~!!)
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... SO SEE YOU THERE LOL AND PLS SUPPORT- *bricked*
Comic Fiesta 2005 is near you guys! And i'm pretty excited about it XD
It's confirmed that i'll be selling 2 A3 sized posters, one FFVII:AC Cloud Strife and one

Lacus Clyne fr Gundam Seed. Please, don't ask what happened to Itachi ^^;


!!!!WHAT HAPPENED THIS WEEK!!!!
:icondivine-star: and :iconsea-enigmadare: came over and they gave me a whole collection of

posters fr Gempak OHDEARLORD thank youuuuuu ;_____; :heart: :heart:

Went to :iconkaroru-chan:'s house to be her 'guinea-pig' :XD: Uh.. She needs people to

interview, as well as other 3 seniors. My.. future lecturers will be able to see my face 4

times during their presentation.. ^^;

Played Gate to Heavens (online game). It's... quite.. boring.. unless you have friends with

you.. which I don't XD. I miss the good ol RO days.. my connection blocks me fr connecting

to the server dammit X__X;; Maybe i'll reinstall Maple Story if i'm desperate enough..


Oh yes i've been tagged by :iconfirefoxflame: dang! XD
++++ top 20 "SECRET" that will be revealed tonight... BUHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!! ++++

1. I want to be Tetsuya Nomura's student :heart:
2. I'm.. a fan of Teen Titans. I SUPPORT ROBINxSTARFIRE HAH!
3. As much as I like Cloud, i'd rather have Zack as my lover :heart:
4. Sings in the room alone XD
5. I like shounen-ai, but the season comes & go (currently it's not my shounen-ai season

^^; ), and usually when I stopped liking shounen-ai, it'll stay that way for a long time

until suddenly *POP* I like it again o_O; NO YAOI PLS.
6. I AM IN LOVE WITH FRESH MILK. I am like a cat. Most cats likes milk. Most emorae

likes milk. in conclusion. I LIKE MILK. :XD:
7. I.. wanna cosplay as a guy for once.. (but not this year pls! Personal problem T_T)
8. Likes spongebob squarepants *dodges all of the incoming bullets*
9. Addicted to NipponIchi games. as in ADDICTED. If I have the time i'd surely lvl my chars

up till the max.
10. Forgetful. Really, really forgetful. Beware the forgetful Nyan D:
11. Cries at movies. (i'm sure some friends know this already). I cry easily. Uuuh, you

stupid crybaby T___T
12. I never lie to my parents 8D (even if there is, the chances of me lying to them is 1:

1000000000000000000000000000)
13. I HATE MAYA. No I don't hate the program (since FFVII:AC was MADE using Maya 7..), but

I HATE USING the program. Goddamit I hate hate hate it so much.. garhhhghghg!!! Oh no no,

Maya, do not take it personally, I don't like using 3ds Max either, I don't like using any

3d related programs uhuuuksss.... T_____T
14. Pls. Don't give me chocolate, or even show it to me. I become a raging chocolate

monster (just think of the Cookie Monster fr Sesame Street).
15. I %@^#@ hate smoking D8

LOL i'm gonna do 15 only I know it's fun to not actually following the rules 8D

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MOMMA: :icondivine-star:
LOVES (not in particular order, mind you)
:iconkotori-chan: :iconsylent-realm: :iconshinigami13: :icongemiange: :iconfirefoxflame: :iconbakakira: :iconxanseviera: :iconmangaloca: :iconkinn: :iconsea-enigmadare: :iconitomaki: :iconnayuki-chan:
to be continued dammit XD


CLUBS emorae.deviantart.com/journal/…
What happened... The drawing that I worked so hard for.. I spent almost fdhfa hours on it.. gone.. it's gone... how.. why... I can't recover it.. I can't ever recover it.. the preview file is there but when i open it it's blank.. it's just.. blank.. what..  this was the best drawing & colouring i've done digitally in years.. it's gone... i tried opening it in cs, photoshop 6.0, 7.0, oc, whatever, it doesn't work... i tried restarting the comp and it didn't work..


shit i won't be drawing for a while.. not when i'm angry sad and dissapointed..
1 1/2 months over WTFLOL :XD:



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p-diary www.livejournal.com/users/t69/
Beloved momma :XD: :icondivine-star:
HIATUS 1 1/2 MONTH :heart:


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p-diary www.livejournal.com/users/t69/
Beloved momma :XD: :icondivine-star:
And.. I have a new p-diary! I'll be updating most of my lil art in there so be sure to check it out every week, kay? X3

www.livejournal.com/users/t69/



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And... to the peeps in emorae.deviantart.com/journal/… ... I friggin love you guys man ;___________; :heart:
The Dilemmas of an Artist

I must admit, having big dreams is great, becoming a great game character designer.. becoming a great mangaka.. following the footsteps of your idol (Sir Tetsuya Nomura :heart:).. all of those are wonderful dreams, but now lies the dilemma.. where do I fit in?

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Dilemmas

You have a few friends who're so much better in terms of drawing than you are. Moreover, some of them are even younger than I am, and they draw like "whoa!". I think this is called "jealousy". Or "envy". I don't like this feeling, folks. It's a pretty ugly thing to deal with. It makes you want to scream and break things, makes you want to cry and tear up your drawings.

One more thing is this place called DEVIANTART. You stalk and be stalked. You visit deviants and be visited by them as well. What's the problem? Simple.. PAGEVIEWS, WATCHED BY, FAVOURITES RECEIVED, all of these categories are mind-numbingly disturbing. I used to be able to draw without even caring about these things, but now, I can't seem to think the same anymore. It seems that these things have affected me too much to back out now. Whenever I see that I don't have enough comments or favs, I think of myself as worthless. It's stupid really. I hate this stupid part of me. Why do I want attention so much? I could never understand what my heart wants anymore... Comments and favs don't really matter right? Right...? ........ WTF AM I THINKING.

AND NOW I SMACK MY HEAD AND TELL MYSELF TO "GET A GRIP GIRL YOU PROBABLY STILL HAVE ANOTHER 80 WORTHLESS YEARS OF LIVING AND DON'T CRY OVER STUPID THINGS YOU IDIOT."


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However, I am very very much grateful to those who are willing to even visit my works, it makes me happy to know that someone out there is actually seeing my drawing(hopefully not barf at them). One thing I found out about being popular is that it gets troublesome after a lot of people stalking you ^^; I'm not sure but this is what I see from some deviants here... eeeh >__>; Whatever man :XD: I'm just glad that I can count on some friends (you know who you guys are) to cheer me up >D





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:iconemorae::heart::icondivine-star: ROFL MOMMA :rofl:
Comic Fiesta 05 manga -- 15% done ^^; (NOT PROGRESSED AHHHH T__T) CAN EXTEND KA FOXY-CHAN!!!!!!
Gempak competition -- FOGEDDIT DDDDDDDDDDD:
:below: :below: HOLY CRAP ADVENT CHILDREN IN LESS THAN A WEEK OMG SPASMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM  :below: :below:


Nothing much in my life, except tons of assignments to complete and japanese to study and cf manga to finish and the many dilemmas of not being able to watch ac at the cinemas D:





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:iconemorae::heart::icondivine-star: ROFL MOMMA :rofl:
ryo-hakkai OMG YOU SILLY LITTLE HARO YOU :heart:
Comic Fiesta 05 manga -- 15% done ^^; (NOT PROGRESSED AHHHH T__T)
Gempak competition -- FOGEDDIT DDDDDDDDDDD:
:new: :below: :below: ADVENT CHILDREN 3rd advertisement is OUT files.filefront.com/PSP__Adven… GO DOWNLOAD PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :new: :below: :below:




ADVENT CHILDREN IN 17 DAYS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZ :eyepopping:  
And one week only... T____T

The release date for AC for the US is extended too.. dammm  T_____T BUT I WANT JP VERSION D:!!!! (if only there're english subtitles in the dvd version.. that would be perfect >=3)

Presentation in class didn't go to well, i got bombed by questions by the lecturers X__X My partner told me that my voice was shaking when I stood in front of there presenting T_____T :sniff:





And my mom bought the cutest thing for me ;___; A file XD I use that file well, mommy... Thank you! >=3 :heart: :love: :hug:
And it's 3 more days till hger birthday WOOT!


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:heart::heart::heart::icondivine-star: The only momma who's younger than the Nyan :rofl:
xanseviera -- Done!
Comic Fiesta 05 manga -- 15% done ^^; (not progressed T__T)
Gempak competition -- Will never be done T__T
What's this?! 107 deviations and only 4 Cloud piccies?! I shame myself.. T___T
Anywho.. 23 more days till the release of Advent Children.. WHOO YEAH BEBEH >=3


WHAT THE HELL FIREFOX JUST DELETED ALL OF MY BOOKMARKS WITHOUT ANY REASON AT ALL

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:heart::heart::heart::icondivine-star: The only momma who's younger than the Nyan :rofl:
xanseviera -- Kabuto request pic About 10%
Comic Fiesta 05 manga -- 15% done ^^;
Gempak competition -- Will never be done T__T
jksahdfjksdhf HOMGZ Sephy then Cloud OMG the (very short) battle video HOMG holy crap of all juiadsaSPASMsdfmdfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What are you guys waiting for go download the ad at adventchildren.net you fools!!!!!!



EDIT: ... The one voicing Kadaj.. is actually Morikubo Shoutaro..? .... and I loved his voice as Shikamaru(Naruto) too... and he has AWESOME singing voice... :HEART:

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:icondivine-star: <--- Me momma Nyan! :heart: >=3
OMG LOL


emorae: Captain Planet! Please, save us from this haze!!!

Captain Planet: I will do my best; stay here (indoors) where it's safe! *flies away*

*10 minutes later*

News person: Captain Planet telah dijumpai di sebuah lorong berdekatan dgn Jln. Tun Abdul Dante petang hari ini, terpengsan akibat tidak dapat tahan keadaan jerebu yang terlalu kuat ini (p.k. API 500>++!!!!!!!). Beliau telah dibawa ke hospital dimana beliau akan menerima rawatan sepenuhnya......
Translation: Just this evening, Captain Planet was found lying on the ground unconscious in a lane near Tun Addul Dante road, due to inhaling too much of the haze(high toxin here, yo!) . He has been taken to a nearby hospital where he would receive medical treatment.....

emorae: ..... whaddahell....


So you can now imagine the haze condition here... :XD: I can't even go out shopping dammit X__X


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In other news.. i'll be working(concentrate, dammit!!!) on the doujins now, I HAVE TO START WORKING ON THE GEMPAK ONE NOW XOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



:below: TO DO LIST :below:
1. Finish manga for Gempak contest
2. Finish manga for CF05
3. Finish building personal website
:below: TO DO LIST :below:


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This journal entry is brought to you by Mr. Haze-o-matic, where there's forest fire, there's haze.. LOTSA LOTSA HAZE!!!!!:!::!::!:

:star::star::star: :icondivine-star: My mommy-nyan XD :heart:
clubs: emorae.deviantart.com/journal/…
You guys are the best for the b-day wishes ;____;

Yesterday(Aug 7), :icondivine-star: and :iconsea-enigmadare: came to my apartment with a surprise that they brought me a SUPER YUMMYLICIOUS CHOCOLATE CAKE, and an awesome teddy bag, a Mashimaro doll (with a cute lil bandage :XD:), and a freww.. Kreko magazine..? XDDDDDDD

Seriously you guys. Thank you so much ;_____; Even though my b-day's way over.... :hug:







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Dudes, like, Happy Jark time! :XD:



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My momma Nyan, :icondivine-star: :heart:
I... just had ... THE BEST.. birthday party ever... thanks guys....!!!!!!!!!


Exactly 2 hours ago... (now it's 2:00 AM) i've become 20!!!!!!!! HUZZAH! :XD:
Mood: Work is pouring down like rain D:
Listening to: Gwen Stefani - Bubble Pop Electric
Reading: OMG I FORGOT TO DO THAT JAPANESE HOMEWORKKKKKKKK

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Ladies and gentlemen. Today, I've decided to let my crack brain do the journal writing. Please enjoy this meaningless but true story of Monday morning this week :XD:

*alarm rings at 7a.m.*
Rae: *yawn* oh good, 2 hours left till class. I can do my work in the morning for a while…. (I think I'll set my alarm at 7.30a.m. just in case I fell asleep on the keyboard again..)

*sets alarm & places it on the bed*
Rae: Ahhhhhhh website making is so troublesome.. *brain ranting on assignments as usual* I think I'll eat Jacobs as usual…
*takes a big tin of Jacobs biscuit and put it on my leg on the chair*
Rae: *munch munch* Oh cr%@ I think I dropped some on the keyboard…

*slight beep beep sound*
Rae: ???
*BEBBEPEPEPBBEPBEBEEBBEBEPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!*
Rae: OH HOLY CRAPZ I forgot to switch off the alarm!!!!! I don't wanna wake my housemates up this early?! [[[Note: the wall between our rooms are thin. Dam# cheap construction walls…]]]

Rae: Jump!!!!
*jumps onto the bed with me HUGGING the big biscuit tin*

RAE: HARUMPH OMGWTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
*impact on chest LVL2*
Rae: DDDDDDDDD:


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Can you imagine the pain, people… the pain…!!!!!!  D:

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This journal entry is brought to you by Jacobs biscuit, eat it everyday to lose your taste on normal food!!!!

:icondivine-star: My mommy :heart:

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Mood: Work is overloading aaaaaa!!!!!
Listening to: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Nepenthes
Reading: :(( ASSIGNMENT AND JAPANESE :((

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Last week, on Wednesday night i think.. me, :icondivine-star: with her coursemate :iconsea-enigmadare:, went to :iconyamizeal:'s house and played the most awesome game ever invented, :!::!::!: DEVIL MAY CRY 3 OMGZZZZZZ :!::!::!:

Dinner is awesome.. I never knew ikan merah is so tasty!!! O__O!!!!! And we ate D(Durian)-Grade Durians :XD: Mmmmm chicken... Back to the game we were practically STARING at the tv set and squeeing at Dante & Vergil whenever there's a cut-scene of them XDDDDDD We also played the 4 player VS game of Gitaroo Man XP It was awesome! Next time you guys planning on going out call me ya *WINK* ;)

And just Friday last week :iconfirefoxflame: & :iconzirahd: came to my house (after getting lost several times :XD:) and I drew a part of the comic cover for the doujin for CF05 X3 There was also a recording in the next room so we have to be quiet XDDDDDDD And after they went back... they got lost again ^^;

aaaaaaa zirahddd how could you have lost the alive/death/sakit note!!!!!! I have SO MANY things *ahem* to write in there too XDDDDDD


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no pic of the moment because i'm lazy XD

This message is brought to you by Dante: "I'm aboslutely CRAZY about it!!!!!"
Yes you are, Dante.. yes you are :XD:

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Mood: Busy ;___;
Listening to: Atelier Iris 2 OST :XD:
Reading: gsdfyhgsduysgdf JAPANESE GREETINGS OMG benkyo T___T

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I noticed something very very wrong here.. it seems that i've been very slow in improving my art lately T___T Hmm. shouldn't rush myself I guess... but this thought came out to my mind when I saw a few comics in a local Malaysian magazine that made my jaw drop

" OMGWTFBBQ WHAT IS THIS THEY ROXXORSZXX!!!1111one"

was how I felt :XD: No matter, I felt even more challenged, as to whether I can really be like those great artists such as Kishimoto & more... And I wouldn't be able to do it if I don't have enough supports that you guys been giving me ;___; *bows down* I will not dissapoint myself and everyone else as well.. I can't giev up because of stupid reasons like this! >=3

YUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! GANBARIMAZUUUUUU!!!!!!!



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IMG OF THE MOMENT : img13.echo.cx/img13/1944/pbrav…

Someone tell me HOW TO BEAT LAHARL in lvl 134 DDDDDDDDDDDD:

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